Oh, It’s in Glory

May the freedom of the true gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ overtake you and unleash inside of you changing every single thing!! Do it Jesus!!

One Sunday morning here in DTM Church, I was worshipping my Jesus with all that I am, my eyes closed, my face upwards, my arms lifted up high, belting out my love songs to the One I adore, meaning every word singing out of me when, suddenly, and I mean absolutely suddenly, Jesus Christ Himself crashed through the invisible realm, into the natural realm, with such power and force, He literally could have knocked me through the back wall of the church or into another dimension, but He didn’t.  He crashed through with such intensity as He then wrapped Himself around me, on one knee, pulling me so close to Him.

The King of Glory Himself held me so tight and close, His face buried in my neck, I felt the physical power of His passion for me. Nothing can escape His grasp, nothing. He is pure strength. I was helpless against His strength, totally helpless, as I was melting into Him, it was as if He too was just as helpless melting into me.  It was like He could not help Himself, He had no choice but to come to me here, He could not restrain Himself one moment longer, He had to crash through to love me! He pulled me so close to Him, my mouth was near His left ear, as He held me so closely and tightly, I began to whisper sweet nothings into His ear! I began to tell Him things like, “Jesus, I love You so much! I like You too! Not only do I love You, but I really like You too!”

Instantly, His grasp on me became more intense and He buried His face in my neck and began to yell out with such intense passion that I felt the heat of His breath on my neck, I felt the vibration of His voice in my neck, “DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME NOT TO TAKE YOU HOME WITH ME RIGHT NOW?!!!”

I was immediately still and silent processing what He just said into me, awestruck actually.  He yelled it again, with intensified passion, “DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME NOT TO TAKE YOU HOME WITH ME RIGHT NOW?!!!”

He then backed up from me a bit and loosened His grasp, He looked right into my eyes and said “DO YOU THINK I AM OKAY WITH LEAVING YOU HERE? DO YOU THINK I DON’T NOW WHAT IT IS LIKE? DO YOU THINK I AM OKAY WITH LEAVING YOU HERE?!!!”

I was processing inside in super fast time, I saw images, I saw the deep love of God for me, I felt the power of His love, His need for my love, His longing for my love, I felt the Lord Jesus Christ’s loving hunger for me to be with Him. I felt the depth of His concern, His watching over me here.  I saw the image of Enoch, who walked with God and then He was not, for God took Him (Genesis 5:24 KJV).  Oh glory to God!! You love me that much Jesus! I love you my Lord, my God! Oh how I always wanted to be like Enoch, I did!! I do!! That is one of my most favorite scriptures!!  Oh the joy of being not because God took you!!

As Jesus backed up a bit and was looking at me or, rather, into me, I looked to the right of us.  We were standing in a long narrow field, I could not see its ending, the grass was green with yellow flowers spread throughout it, so pretty.  There were mountains in the background, the sky, vibrant blue.  I turned to look behind me and we were in a glory bubble, there was an inverted concave shield, it was clear and inverted.  I could see we were in glory, it was very clear and distinct.  We were standing in glory.  When I looked through the glory bubble shield to the opposite side, it was the darkest dark, I knew inside of me, it was called, gross darkness, I do not want be in gross darkness, ever!!

I turned to look at Jesus again, and armor appeared on me.  It adhered to me all by itself.  I just stood there and held up my right arm and watched, this super super thin, golden, almost see through clear, lightest hint of gold sheen armor adhere to me like a second skin, it went all over me, my face too, head,  everywhere, it just appeared on me, it was so light.  I received armor!  Jesus then put a banner in my hand, it was long, pretty, I was struck by how pretty it was, I was playing with it and laughing.  Jesus asked me, “Do you know what that is?”  I replied, “A banner?”  He asked me, “Do you know it’s name?”  I looked at Him.  He said, “It’s love, it is Your’s, my banner over you is love.”  I was so filled with joy as I twirled it all around me.

Jesus began to walk back and forth to the right of me with His hands clasped behind his back, back and forth against a length of the inverted glory bubble shield.  He became serious in His expressions, directive in His tones, He said to me,

“You come back here to me as often as you need to, you come here, in glory, and be filled with My glory, you come in here and be filled, you take everything you need, all of it, everything you possibly can need, be filled with it….” and then He turned to face the gross darkness and He continued to say, “and you go out there and you pour My glory, everything I have given you, you pour it out onto and into the people in gross darkness, and you bring those in gross darkness back here to live with me forever!!”

He was filling me with things, He was putting things inside of me, things I need.  He repeated His instructions in the most intense almost pleading of voices,

“You come back here to me as often as you need to, you come here, in glory, and be filled with My glory, you come in here and be filled, you take everything you need, all of it, everything you possibly can need, be filled with it….” and then He turned again to face the gross darkness and He continued to say as fiercely as before, “and you go out there and you pour My glory, everything I have given you, you pour it out onto and into the people  in gross darkness, and you bring those in gross darkness back here to live with me forever!!”

I truly thought the Lord Jesus Christ was speaking to just me at that moment, but when I looked across the field to the right, I saw every single person in DTM Church that morning, every single person, the Body of Christ, in glory, receiving armor, His banner of love over them, being filled with everything God had for them and they too were receiving instructions from Jesus Christ Himself to “come back here to me as often as you need to, you come here, in glory, and be filled with My glory, you come in here and be filled, you take everything you need, all of it, everything you possibly can need, be filled with it….” and then He turned to face the gross darkness and He continued to say to each person, “and you go out there and you pour My glory, everything I have given you, you pour it out onto and into the people in gross darkness, and you bring those in gross darkness back here to live with me forever!!”

It is written, “But my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.”  (Philippians 4:19 KJV).

How we so need to be in glory – once in glory, just stay there and function from those realms – all of us!!  I prophecy the Body of Christ lives and operates out of the realms of in glory in Jesus’ name!!  This is for all of His people in the earth everywhere – to His beautiful Church! His Bride! Come up higher, come up higher Church, come up higher Bride, come up…..in glory!!!  We have much to do for the Bridegroom cometh quickly!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pearl of Great Price

Oh my, Lord, please keep me upright so I can express what it is You are showing me.  You are so powerful and wonderful, I don’t know how to contain the force of Your power and love that are crashing into me! Pour into those who will read this Jesus!

Earlier this week, as pouring myself a cup of coffee, suddenly Jesus appeared on a horse.  He rode into the room where I was standing.  He just rode right in.  He literally came in, it was a suddenly!! He arrived on His majestic horse, an outstanding creature, powerful, beautiful, regal.  The horse was chestnut brown in color and covered with a royal purple blanket under it’s saddle, decorated in yellow gold and dark brown leathers. The saddle was beautiful.

Jesus was smiling so wide, happy to see me! His horse was prancing a bit to the left and right, back and forth, happily neighing. Jesus was sitting very straight in the saddle, just beaming down at me actually.  He was laughing and He filled the room with His size and presence.  The room disappeared and we were outside in a large field.  It was Jesus, His horse and me! I was so surprised to see Him at this particular moment that I became instantly glory drunk.  His very presence is intoxicating, my natural senses are unable to withstand His presence which seems to emanate thousands of earth miles out of His body, knocking everything down, mountains become plains, enemies scatter, Oh glory to God! We so need a glorified body in that day because what we have here in the natural just will never do.

I am standing in this large field in the greenest of grass, mountains in the distance, vibrant blue skies. I focus in front of me and look up and there’s Jesus Christ, King Jesus Christ, so very handsome and strong, oh how my heart beats so much faster when I look upon Him.  I love you Jesus! Today, He did not look like Jesus of Nazareth, I mean He did, but He was wearing different attire, riding attire.  It was very fitting since He was, after all, riding a horse! Ha! Horses dance in heaven, they do, I have watched them!

As I’m standing on the ground before Him, He extended down His right hand towards me. I saw He was wearing what looked like riding gloves.  In the palm of His right hand, He was holding the most perfect, beautiful, pure, smooth, opalescent rather large pearl. It was beautiful! I noticed how very very smooth it was, it was noticeably smooth.  The pearl was nestled in a beautiful piece of cloth in His hand. I instantly knew it was the pearl of great price. I have not seen it’s beauty anywhere before! Anywhere!!

I heard deep inside of me the richest of words with great weight, meaning, and depth. Each word spoken opened up layers of revelation. The very words He speaks, each word, is alive, forever!!  His words resonated within the very core of my being.  I heard, “the Kingdom of heaven is likened unto a treasure hid in a field, that when a man finds it, he hid it and went and sold all he had to buy that field.”  I then saw inside of me the words “the Kingdom of heaven is likened to a merchant seeking goodly pearls who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went and sold all he had and bought it.” (Matthew 13:44-46 KJV.)

I stared at that beautiful pearl in Jesus’ hand, He held it up a bit and then lowered it so I could see the varying colors it displayed as it would be gently turned in His hand. I had to have that pearl. I saw inside of me the glory realms, King Jesus lives in me, the Kingdom of heaven is within me, His Kingdom’s reign, rule, authority, beauty, freedom, righteousness, peace, joy in the Holy Ghost is within me through Christ alone! The promised land, inside of me, that the Kingdom of heaven is likened unto a pearl of great price. I just had to have that pearl.

Jesus became very silent, very serious. The horse, unmoving, His hand extended toward me as He held that pearl of great price. He was presenting it to me for purchase.  He was watching me to see what I would do, would I sell all that I had to purchase that pearl? I realized in my outward silence that He could hear my internal conversation. I thought about the selling of everything that I owned to purchase that pearl.  This meant, all those I love, my children, my family, my friends, my objects, assets, liabilities, mindsets, memories, future plans, ministry plans, my time, everything, my ego, all of it, had to be sold to purchase that pearl of great price.  Jesus continued to look at me.  I continued to look at that pearl of great price, it was so beautiful, I had to have it.

In those moments, I presented all I am and all I am not to Him.  I sold it all to Jesus to purchase that pearl of great price.  He made the exchange with me, He took what was mine, or what I considered mine, because it is all really His anyway, and then He handed that pearl of great price to me saying, with a smile, “It’s now yours.”

I took the pearl from His hands into mine.  It was so big and so beautiful! Instantly, He scooped me up with one arm and lifted me up onto His saddle in front of Him, I never let go of that pearl.  My back fit perfectly against His chest. I felt so contently content, happy, dreamy, warm, thrilled knowing inside I made the best purchase one could ever make.  I held that pearl so close to me, I want to say I ate it because I felt it enter within my spirit. I felt the Kingdom of heaven inside of me.  It entered my being. My insides grew, I felt my lands expand inside of me, my territories enlarged, my tent pegs spread out farther, my spirit man soared higher, wider, just becoming more of everything in Christ!  I felt increase in me!! I cannot imagine ever exchanging this beautiful precious pearl of great price for anything or anyone.  Lord Jesus, YOU are the pearl of great price, YOU are my greatest treasure, Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done in me as it is in heaven!

We rode the horse together with me leaning against His chest for quite some time as Jesus revealed more of His word to me, He revealed more of Himself to me.  He revealed more of His Kingdom realities into me releasing revelatory revelation, power and breakthrough of wisdom and counsel.  I physically sat in the counsel of the Lord, I leaned against Him, in His arms, while He counseled me!

#veryhappypearlowner

 

 

 

 

 

 

Diamonds for the King

It gives me such incredible joy and laughter to share my personal encounters with the Lord Jesus Christ with you! Thank you for partaking in the Holy Ghost with me. I decree a release of the manifest presence of the Lord Jesus Christ into you, that His love for you envelopes your heart as you read each word, that you would literally come to the reality of the Kingdom’s truth as to how very much He loves you and that you truly are His priceless treasure in Jesus’ precious name.

Diamonds for the King

One day, I was in worship spending time with Jesus.  We were  enjoying each other’s company outside, just walking along and then, as we stood by a field of wheat, we stopped to face each other.

There are many fields in heaven, it is amazing how many there are, too numerous to count!  The fields are filled with wheat in different stages of growth, some are heavy and ready for harvesting, other fields are growing and others are filled with baby wheat, some fields are being cultivated for planting, others are filled with seed.  I knew inside it is consistently seed time and harvest there, it is beautiful!! Jesus enjoys walking in His fields, He watches over them and oversees their handling carefully. Each time I’ve been there with Him, the sky is vibrant blue with no clouds, it is sunny, but I have not seen the sun, it’s clear and oh so very pleasant. I love being there with Him. I so need Him! I need you Lord!! My heart skips happily at the thought of being with Him! I so love you my Jesus!

This day we were together, He was wearing what I call His Jesus of Nazareth garb.  After all, He is quite fashionable, He is God. He has other attire for other occasions but this particular day, with me, He looked like Jesus of Nazareth, similar to how He has been portrayed here on earth but then not really, because He is absolutely perfectly perfect to look at it, so much better than we here interpret Him looking. Jesus you are so beautiful!!  You are!!

He was wearing a rope belt, and the upper part of His robe was hanging somewhat loosely over the belt, around His waist. He lifted up the material and revealed a hook also made of rope attached to His belt.  Hanging from the rope hook was a deep royal blue, almost navy blue, velvet sack with something in it.  He said nothing and I watched Him intently, nothing else existed around us at that moment.  With one hand and with great ease (everything He does is with great ease),  He unhooked the sack and opened it up very, very carefully, with great, great care given to the sack and, my goodness, how He ever so gently opened the black golden (yes black golden) three-fold cord that tied the top of the sack together, protecting its contents from spilling out onto the ground and being lost or trampled upon.

No words were exchanged between us, I just quietly watched the Lord ever so carefully begin to spill out the contents of the deep royal blue, almost navy blue, velvet sack into His right hand.  Out tumbled several of the most exquisite, sparkling, perfectly cut and chiseled diamonds in varying sizes.  I knew in my heart these diamonds were the most expensive diamonds one could purchase, if one could even have enough money to buy even one!  Jesus held open His hand, turning it side to side gently, admiring the glistening of each gem in His open palm. He counted each one, He knew exactly how many He held in the sack. He extended His open hand towards me so that I could get a closer look.

The diamonds were breathtaking and alive in His hand, living diamonds!  Everything in heaven is alive!  Many were different colors too, some blue, pink, yellow, others were white and also amber in color.  I did not even know amber colored diamonds existed until that moment, they do there! Colors are even alive in heaven, everything is living and true in heaven! Everything reflects the very nature of the Living One.

I was overjoyed at the beauty of these diamonds.  I don’t know how He does it, He knows what I’m thinking without my saying a word.  I did not have to ask Him, He simply answered me with the most tender sincere tones and said, “Each individual diamond represents each individual soul you have brought into the Kingdom, each soul that has come to know me through you.  I save each one, and I keep them close to me at all times, I count them often and I admire their beauty, they are my priceless treasures.”  With that, He tenderly slid each diamond back into the deep royal blue, almost navy blue, velvet sack, He took His time, it was if He did not want to put them back, He wanted to keep them in His hand.  He was so intentionally careful! He gently tied the black golden three-fold cord securely, smiled at me, and rehooked the sack close to Himself, on His belt, and pulled down His loosely fitted garment to cover the sack so no one could see it.  The living diamonds were hidden in Him.  I could no longer see the sack!

When He told me these represent the souls I led to Jesus Christ, I was absolutely floored.  See, I always want to give Him something.  He has done so much for me and I am so deeply in love with Him.  What could I possibly give to Him?  I have nothing to give Him that He does not already own, the earth is the Lord’s and the fullness thereof.  But what I can give to the one I love is souls, as many as possible!! I can lead as many people from every tribe, tongue and nation as I can to accept Jesus Christ as their Savior in the earth, I can gift Him Diamonds for the King!!! Ooooo how I long to gift Him truckloads and truckloads of Diamonds for the King! Since that moment, as I have led people to Christ, I often look to Him beaming with joy and said within my being “Jesus look! Here’s another Diamond for the King!”  Do you know that He catches every single diamond I have ever tossed to Him from here to there, every single one! He never misses one diamond, no matter how off my throw could possibly be! He lovingly and tenderly places each diamond into his deep royal blue, almost navy blue, velvet sack and holds it close to Himself, losing not one, not one!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Secret Place

It is with heartfelt joy I come to you here to share with you intimate moments and face-to-face encounters I have had with the Lord Jesus Christ, with the Father and the precious Holy Spirit. These experiences will be shared as the Holy Spirit leads, some may be longer or shorter in length than others, it is as He wills. These are my personal encounters and as I begin sharing these moments with you, I speak a release of the glory presence of the Living God into you. Holy Spirit bring the release you desire into each reader in Jesus’ name. I pray you are blessed and decree that you are forever changed by His manifest presence and come to know just what is the depth, the width, the height of His love for you. He longs to spend time with you more than you can imagine, it is all He has ever wanted, just to be with you even for a moment.

The Secret Place

I was soaking in the presence of the Lord in worship and I suddenly entered into a very unique and beautiful room, larger than a room like one would think in size but yet a private place. As I stood in the entrance and looked in, I saw a long banqueting table to the left extending from where I was standing to the far end of the room. It was covered with a white table cloth and nothing else. There were only three chairs at the far end of the table, one on the left, one on the right, and one on the end, in the middle. I can see it now. Along the far wall, the wall appeared to be open to the area below outside of the room. I was on a second floor. The wall was made only of several archways. The archways were covered in fine white veils everywhere so no one could see in and no one could hear you, yet you could see out into the below area and could hear laughter coming from below.  It was a hidden place, a secret place.

As I looked to the right of the room, I saw a lit fireplace with a roaring fire burning surrounded with a lovely seating area.

I was alone.

I felt compelled to sit in the left chair alone at the end of the table. As I sat down, I looked out through the veils down to the courtyard below. There were rows and rows of banqueting tables with fine white linens and beautiful china and an abundance of an incredible feast, it was a wedding reception. I knew that inside of my being. People were drunk in the glory and rejoicing in joy and pure happiness. Music was playing, it was amazing to see. That sound is one of my most favorite sounds, the sounds of heaven. I hear it often when people in service are drunk in God’s glory and filled with laughter, oh how my heart sings!

I turned my attention to the table before me. He was sitting across from me. Jesus Christ, the beautiful one, was sitting across from me. I could not look at Him, I couldn’t. I could not look at Him.

He asked me in the most gentle of tones, one question, “Do you know who I am?” I could not look up because I felt shame, I felt fearful He would see what I have done. Without looking up, I asked Him, “Who are you?”

He said three words, “I Am He.”

He asked me again, “Do you know who I am?” I asked Him again without looking up, “Who are you?”

He said three words, “I Am He.”

Without thinking, I moved to the chair at the  end of the table between us and I could not help myself, I could not resist, I had to be closer to Him. I did not feel as ashamed as I did before. I wanted to be closer to Him.

Again, He asked,  “Do you know who I am?” I replied, “Who are you?”

He said three words, “I Am He.”

That was it, I was undone, my shame was gone and I was in His arms happily being loved by Him and loving Him back, defenseless.   Perfect love, casts out fear.

“I Am He.” Powerful.  He spoke and I melted.

We moved to the seating area. The fire was still burning. It was so pretty.  As I was with Jesus, the Father came into the room. I am telling you the Father came in. He is so kind! He is so very kind, He is so much more than kind, He is love, He is gentle yet so powerful. He is Father. Suddenly, I saw myself as a little girl in pink footy pajamas, so young I had a pacifier in my mouth. The Father picked me up as a little girl and held me against His chest. I rested my head on His shoulder and I cried as I am doing now remembering this moment. I was telling Him things, I was turning my head side to side on His shoulder repeatedly, restless, almost frantic. I would sit up in His arms, and look at Him telling Him a lot of things as a little girl, opening and closing my hands often as explaining with tears pouring down my face and the pacifier still in my mouth, nose running, and then laying my head back on His shoulder all while he rocked me gently, holding me close, not letting go of me, He held me so close, He understood everything I told Him, all of it and He loved me.  He made it better.  He was wearing pajamas at that moment, navy blue with a pattern of all of the planets and stars on them drawn in white. He is comfort, my little body went limp, and He held me close and did not let go of me. Jesus was happy and relaxed on the sofa, smiling and watching us, I was watching us too.

Suddenly, I was standing by the fireplace, Jesus was still seated on the sofa, the Father was now sitting in an arm chair very relaxed and so very kind, He is so so so very kind.

Standing before me, I was overwhelmed as I met the person of the Holy Spirit. It is hard to type. The glory presence is so thick upon the keys.

The Holy Spirit is beautifully perfect.  He was standing with one arm resting on the fireplace mantle, one leg crossed over the other at the ankle. He was wearing what looked like a cowboy hat! I think of what He looked like at that moment often.

I looked in His eyes, He has the most amazing smile, He too is really relaxed.  He appeared like a hologram, a whirlwind of colors, three dimensional, glittery. All I could say to Him over and over was You’re Holy. I could not get too close at that moment because I felt Holy Holy fear, reverential fear of the Lord.  I experienced pure Holy fear of the Lord through every part of me as standing before the Holy Spirit of God. He is Holy and it is quite sobering in every aspect, He is Holy. He reminded me of like a cool mint commercial! Of all things to think of when standing before the Holy Spirit in person! A massive angel is standing over me as I am writing this. Wow! Whoa!

I spent a very long time with my God that evening. We discussed so much and laughed much.  I felt whole, strengthened, loved, complete.  Each time I’ve run back to this secret place, I Am He has been waiting for me. He told me He waits there often for me to come and spend time with Him, to be with Him.  Sometimes He will sit on the rug in front of the fireplace leaning His back against the sofa, and I will place my head on His lap, watching the fire burn, and we will be silent resting.  Other times, I will look up and watch His face, His expressions and listen as He tells me things, as He shares His heart, with me. I love you my Lord, my God!

One day, I was crying so hard, I was so hurt here, my feelings were crushed, that I ran into the secret place, and as I flung open the door suddenly, the triune God was in that room and when I burst through the door, they were there, the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit. They instantly stood up concerned over me asking me, “What’s wrong?” I realized then they knew, He knew what was wrong and yet, His heart was to engage in relationship with me, even over my hurt. He wanted me to tell Him everything, to share me, with Him! I will always remember that very moment, of His standing up for me, His demonstrative concern for me in the midst of my hurt. He is such a wonderful God, so very wonderful. He is, love.