Archives for October 2018

Seek~n~Find

Holy Spirit, hi. Please help me express your heart and longing to be known for who you are, to vocalize here the very heart of your longing to unveil yourself to your people. Speak through me Lord, I yield to your leading mighty precious loving wonderful One.

Earlier this very evening during a conversation where Holy Spirit was being discussed, I saw the reality of God’s heart in longing to be known and loved for who He is.  I saw inside of myself Jesus Christ playing seek and find with us! I saw Him hiding behind a long curtain, I could not see He was there, but I saw the bottom portion of his robe sticking out from the curtain, it was as if He wanted to be certain He was found and not bypassed.

He showed me, inside of me, His hiding Himself behind a big chair and I couldn’t see Him but I could see the top of His head so I quickly could find Him.  He is really good at finding me wherever I hide and He is also easily found when I look for Him. He is so much fun to be with, He is my favorite person ever, my everything, I love you my Jesus!!

Holy Spirit spoke to me very clearly at that moment, “People say they know me, but they don’t. They have no idea who I am,” I cried. I couldn’t help it, I was undone. I felt His heart, the pain He feels knowing how much He loves us and how much He longs to lavish His great love upon us and His pain when we push Him away. I hear Him now speaking;

“If you knew how much I love you and forgive you, if you knew how I am truly not angry with you, if you knew the depth of my longing to restore you, to kiss you to life, to breath into you once again my breath causing my life to spring up within you driving death out of your lands, to capture your heart and eyes, to demonstrate myself strong on your behalf, how I just want to spend time with you talking about any and everything, you would not push me away. I am not mad at you! It hurts me so to see you struggle needlessly in pain when I AM right here. I AM right here for you, reach for me, I AM right here, I love you.  Call upon me, I will answer you, I will save you, I will help you, I will unveil my nature to you personally, you are welcome to come know me intimately. I want to share myself with you, I will never push you away, I love you.”

Jeremiah 29:13 (KJV)

“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.”

#readyornothereIcome! 🙂

Glory Fire Oil

Holy Ghost, open our eyes and ears that we may see and hear what you are doing and saying in Jesus name.

One moment as I was deep in worship in a service, I entered into a room that was empty without lighting.  I felt expectancy that my King was coming, my precious Holy Spirit would come to spend time with me, so I waited.

Suddenly, Jesus Christ was there.  His tangible presence entered the room.  I felt the wind of His presence.  As I close my eyes writing this, I am right there again with the Living God. I love you my God, you are so beautiful and wonderful!!

He became pure fire.  The walls began to reflect His flames, the lighting in the room became the reflection of the colors of the fire He was and is. As I stood in His presence all around me, I felt Him begin to work inside of me. He began changing my candle wick carefully, I felt this thick white weighty costly wick being placed gently but firmly into my spirit. It was pure, holy, costly, weighty, such as I never knew existed!! I watched in wonder.  I saw His hands maneuvering within me, His placement of this thick wick was exactly where He wanted it to be placed.  I felt such peace, such love.

He then slowly and skillfully filled me with fresh oil, He poured fresh oil into me, such as cannot be bought or even found anywhere on the face of the entire earth, it is His oil.  He filled me with His golden glory fire oil allowing my wick to soak in His glory fire oil until it became saturated and then He poured in more.

The lighting in the room continued to emanate solely from His flames. He stepped back and then reached toward me and set my candle wick on fire. He fanned the fire within me until it burned strong, smooth, steady, one continuous long unending burn.  When the flame was steady, I watched Him seal my lamp closed.  He retreated from the room and I stood there alone burning for the one I love.  I could now only see this single burning flame within me, it’s flickering now reflecting off the walls, floor, ceiling, beautiful colors of warmth and His glory, the darkness became light around me.  I physically felt the length and width of the flame burning within me. I felt it’s movement as it burned,  it felt like living fire. The darkness around me was illuminated in the golden hues of His glory fire burn.

Holy Spirit then reminded me of Psalms 18:28 KJV:

“For thou wilt light my candle: the Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.”

and NKJV reads:

“For You will light my lamp; The Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.”